Tuesday, July 24, 2012


Tomorrows the big day. And I'm scared.
I heard a song this morning and the words really hit home for what I'm going through right now:
I know it seems like this could be the darkest day you've known, But believe you me the God of strength will never let you go. He will overcome, I know
And the arms that hold the universe are holding you tonight. You can rest inside, it's gonna be alright. And the voice that calmed the raging sea
ss calling you His child, so be still and know He's in control. He will never let you go
Through many dangers, toils and snares, you have already come. His grace has brought you safe this far (and) His grace will lead you home
You can hope, you can rise, you can stand, He has still got the whole world in His hands. You can hope, you can rise, you can stand, He's still got the whole world, the whole world in His hands
And I know it's true. But it still hurts and it's still scary. I hate it. And I don't want it. But I'm trying to remember God is with me and it will be alright.
"When I am afraid, I will trust in you. In God, whose word I praise, in God I trust; I will not be afraid. What can mortal man do to me?" (Psalm 56:3-4)


  1. I hope that somehow tomorrow comes and you find more peace than you thought you would. I hope you have clarity and just feel more at peace with everything. I can't imagine what you are going through but I did comment about a week ago that me and my husband have gone through some similar situations lately and our outcome is unknown. He told me he wasn't happy when I thought everything was fine. He does want to try to work on it but it is still scary and although he is trying it doesn't seem like hard enough. Its hard when you can't do anything because you never were doing anything wrong. I am sorry you are having to go through this and I hate that I am going through something similar. Best of luck to both of us. You will have people praying for you tomorrow!

    1. Thank you for your kind comment and prayers. I'm excited your husband is willing to work on things with you. That is huge. But yeah, it is scary, and I'm so sorry you are going through this too. Remember God can heal anything that is broken and make it stronger than before! Nothing is too big for Him!

  2. Praying for you. It sounds like you're doing everything you can/should be doing, I'm so encouraged by your faith.

  3. I'm praying so hard for you. I know this is such a difficult week. I love you girl and am so glad we're friends! Your faith is truly inspirational.

  4. I'm so glad I randomly decided to check out your blog today because now I will go to bed praying for your heart. Please know that your scriptures and the parts of your heart you reveal on this blog are such a huge encouragement to me. I can't wait to see how God is going to shape this into something so beautiful it will be impossible to recognize. But until then, I am bringing you to him and praying for small joys to appear when the hurt seems too much to bear. Love you.