Wednesday, July 1, 2015
Other things summer, we have entered blueberry season. Or blue poop season as it also happens to be. I remember as a young teen yelling for mom to come to the bathroom because something was wrong with my poop, mom came, and promptly asked me if I'd been digging into her frozen blueberries. Um... I guess there was no denying it! Doug and I are trying to buy more organic, however, with blueberries at $1 a pint I could not pass this deal up. I consoled myself thinking that a soapy rinse would get rid of some of the pesticides And there they are 4 pints ready for freezing I also made blueberry jam and blueberry banana walnut bread and ate the jam on pb on the bread, mmmm Someone needs to invent a bikini top that will never have the underwire come loose to stab you in the armpit, yowch! We are planning to paint the deck soon, if we can ever get some sunny days in a row! A month or so ago I used the paint to redo our mailbox post. First I had to scrape all the old paint off, hard work! then I painted it and I was happy to see the other day my wildflower seeds I planted had started to bloom! hopefully more flowers to come One not so good thing that happened at work noooooo! goodbye chapstick :( An even worse thing happened the day after work, I woke up with a pink painful teary eye Doug drove me to the eye doctor who said I had an ulcer on my eye from years of contacts wearing and my eye couldn't get enough oxygen so has been growing blood vessels and making some sort of loop. I was really scared, but it turns out just needed some rest, steroid antibiotic eye drops, and to switch to daily contacts. What a relief! I guess it's also time to do the whole new glasses routine again. Which I am not looking forward to. But this weekend was not that fun as I went around with only 1 contact. Which gave me a headache, but my glasses give me a headache too. This weekend was our reunion for InterVarsity. Most of my closest friends today I met in that group, and it was a fun time together. Slightly hampered by the fact I was one eyeing it again, and had put electrical tape behind one sunglass lens to make a sort of patch so that my left eye wouldn't be trying to see too and make me dizzy/headache. It worked, but I just felt weird about it. Such good people and so many good memories! I've had some days off this week so yesterday Jill and I biked 19 miles and were rewarded with yummy mexican food at lunch. Snuggled this little dude for a bit and then did some errands. Last night it poured rain and I lay on the couch with my book club book, and Doug lay on a the windowseat watching for lightening. I love this guy a couple surprise treats from my sweetie, and that's what we've been up to lately!
Tuesday, June 30, 2015
I was really sad to hear the news about legalizing gay marriage when I was at work last week. It reminded me of in 1 Samuel (8) where the people begged for a king, and God warned the people thru Samuel that he would be a tyrant, and they didn't listen. They begged for a king, and so God gave them what they wanted. And it reminds me of another verse. 2 Timothy 4:3: "For the time will come when people will not put up with sound doctrine. Instead, to suit their own desires, they will gather around them a great number of teachers to say what their itching ears want to hear." I was also saddened to see the many supportive posts of Christians that I know, and the silence from leaders and pastors. I know at the church we visited, they didn't mention it. I think that is cowardly. Decisions will have to be made at churches if they will perform a gay wedding ceremony. There will be much fall out and consequences from those decisions. I don't think you can just say "love wins" and move on with your day. If you believe the Bible, then you are saying sin is ok. Proclaim it. Support it. Celebrate it. And again, sin is sin in the eyes of God, I struggle with other sin issues, as does every human sinful being, but you can't just say legalize stealing, murder, lying, etc and that will make it ok. Again, an issue where I don't feel I have the words to convey my thoughts. I read many pro/and against articles this weekend, and these were some of the snapshots that I thought worth sharing. 2 Corinthians 4:4: The god of this age has blinded the minds of unbelievers, so that they cannot see the light of the gospel that displays the glory of Christ, who is the image of God. My heart goes out to those who struggle with this issue. I hope they can find the freedom through Jesus to be able to get out of the web of lies and sin. Addendum: These are mainly my thoughts based on responses I've seen from self-proclaiming Christians. God's laws are for His followers, and one cannot expect unbelievers to follow them. I also read an interesting article last night that made mention of other sexual sin, example pre-marital sex, which is equal sin in God's eyes, and one that is rampant in our culture, including in many churches and gets hardly any attention compared to the 2% of the population that identify as gay. Sin is sin to God. Some verses to encourage: Romans 12:2 - And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what [is] that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God. 1 Peter 2:9 - But ye [are] a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light. Romans 12:1 - I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, [which is] your reasonable service. 2 Corinthians 7:1 - Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God. 1 Peter 1:16 - Because it is written, Be ye holy; for I am holy.
Wednesday, June 24, 2015
Doug and I had a 'friday date' last friday since he had the day off and I was working the weekend. It was wonderful. We drove to Menards to pick up the stuff for our bathroom renovation project got lunch at 5 Guys, and then we took the kayaks up and kayaked on the lake I hope to live on someday. There it is. My dream house. Or maybe I should say "dream property" since the house is 750 square feet and is probably infested with animals. Regardless, said dream is many many years of saving away. But I can think about it. And speaking of lakes, yesterday I went over to a friend's house and we had such a wonderful day grilling, and wakeboarding, and watching the Bachelorette, I am loving this part-time schedule! And yay for moms who slap a life jacket on their kids and still go out wakeboarding and skiing themselves! anyway, back to my sad tale... So friday on our way home from kayaking we stopped at Liz and Mark's to visit and Liz promptly tells us we have to save a baby bird she found. Poor little guy. We called the shelter by our house to see if they could take him but they were already closed. So after some googling we found out what they could eat and it strongly recommended not taking the bird away because 9 out of 10 times the mom will come back for it. So we fixed up a little nest Now I have to say this husband of mine is a keeper. I cut up a little apple and Doug minced up a dead worm we found and he tried to feed the bird with a little fork. We couldn't get him to eat and he just nestled into his blanket. So we put him close to where Liz found him and went home. Another reason my hubby is a quality guy, he took me to get my favorite icecream Eskimo Kisses and then dropped me off at home so I could shower and get to bed early for work, and he drove back to their house and worked with Mark for 2+ hours in the dark on this nightmare yard flooding problem they've been dealing with because he felt bad for Mark. Liz said the next morning our little bird was dead. I felt sad. What is wrong with that stupid abandoner mom?!? But felt a bit better he was at least snug and cozy and wasn't eaten by a wild animal. RIP little bird.
Monday, June 22, 2015
I am attempting my very first veggie garden a second attempt at dill potted a lavender plant and got a flower that's supposed to help repel mosquitos (...um..yeahhh....maybe if you had acres of it) since I don't have much yard in a sunny spot that isn't over the septic field we got some planter boxes and put them on a 2x6 and then on cinder blocks. My thought was that they would be above the groundhog transplanted my little green pepper seedlings I've been growing indoors since April and my little tomato seedlings I also planted sunflowers and snap peas in cinder block holes along the fence. But alas, the groundhog was already spotted munching on something. I was inside and saw him from my window. I screamed and Doug ran out there in his socks with a baseball bat. Lucky for my poor eyes the groundhog ran back under the fence and I didn't have to watch him get batted to death. I told Doug I don't want to be responsible for the groundhog's death, I just also don't want him to eat months and months of my work and hope. So while I was at work this weekend Doug was googling how to keep out groundhogs. He found they don't like the smell of humans and so I got a text saying he put a bunch of my hair from my brush around the garden and he pee'd all around it. And he started building a fence. It wasn't quite done by nightfall so he tells me "I'm going out to pee in the garden again", thanks babe! haha But now it's done and even though it's not the most beautiful backyard, it is pretty sturdy little fence and hopefully will give my veggies a chance to grow We've got kale, colored beets, tomatoes, and green peppers so funny I planted all the cinder block plant seeds at the same time and one block has stuff 2+ feet high and the others are still so teeny, it looks like a bell curve. Hopefully some more will grow Lastly, my new peony plant made just one flower. Mom says she doesn't think it will bloom. My aunt said I wouldn't get any flowers at all the first year after transplanting them, so I felt lucky to get this little bud at all.
Thursday, June 18, 2015
Our friend Josh was in town this last weekend taking a break from his medical residency in Virginia, and made the most of the opportunity and hosted a friend's BBQ night. Doug and I spent Saturday morning cleaning and food prepping and then we went with some of my nursing co-workers to see Jurassic World. So good! It was very entertaining and good plot and I liked it a lot. Then we came home and friends started showing up. It was a good time to break out some of the wedding registry serving stuff! First there was this egg I used in my potato salad, would this have been little chicken twins!?! TJ's sweet and spicy pecans, crackers, and peach tea with lemon pasta salad even Doug ate some of (he picked around the fresh tomatoes!) pretty serving tray assorted cheeses pretty platter Not pictured: our friends!!! :( I am failing in my photography opportunities. But it was a good time, we chatted, ate together, more talking and laughing. We never made it to the games but it was nice spending time together and seeing Josh (and other friends as we don't get together too regularly anymore) The next day Doug and I visited a new church he picked. We both really liked it and the people were super friendly and inviting us to their young marrieds class. It was funny because the book they are going thru next is a book we received as a wedding gift and haven't started yet, a sign?! We still have several more churches we wanted to visit first, but it was good to have some promise. It's only Thursday and I can't remember the rest of the weekend, but I think it was good!
Saturday, June 13, 2015
My 5 year journal reminded me of something 3 years ago. My last hug with Andrew. Most times now as I'm putting in few lines about the day before bed I only read maybe last year if anything. It has been fun to see recently how last week was one year ago Doug proposed! But last night I read at the top and read about how Andrew had come to our apartment after he moved out to pick up the last box of something he left behind. We walked out to his car and I asked for a hug. Hugging had been "our thing". Our first real hug was after the trip we took to Costa Rica with my sister, such a fun, fun trip. The 3 of us had such a good time. At the end of the trip I had started to like him, but he had already told me he didn't like me. Anyway, as he hugged me after the trip (and my sister even commented on the swaying of our backpacks in her maid-of-honor speech at our wedding), I felt like maybe there was something there. We continued long hugs all the way until that day he said he wanted a divorce. Then he never touched me again. Reading that last night I was instantly transported to that day. Standing there in the parking lot. Our divorce court date was just a month away at that point, and I was still hoping and praying he wouldn't go through with it. I knew it would be our last hug. I held on, and so did he. And I remember asking him how he was doing, and he said 'good'. And he asked me, and I said that someday I would be. Eventually I broke off the hug. Wiped away a couple tears and off he went. Obviously our divorce went through and I have never heard from him or seen him since. But even reading that last night I still wonder how he could just have walked away. So last night I read that and had a tear or two. Doug came in from the bathroom and there is no hiding a single sniffle from him! I don't know, maybe you have to be divorced, and then lucky enough to have found love again to understand. There is no way I would trade my marriage and life and future with Doug, but there is still that part that is sad for the brokenness of what was. I wanted to talk to Doug, but it seemed like it had to be a delicate balance, I didn't want to tell him I was crying about my ex-husband and have him worry that I regret anything or whatever. I'm so thankful Doug is different. He is secure in what we have, and he reminds me of his commitment when I need reminding. He listened to me and by the end of the conversation he had me laughing and he was telling me "you are mine". And once again I am reminded of how blessed I am.
Tuesday, June 9, 2015
Man I love not working weekends, something I won't take for granted anymore! Doug and I slept in Saturday. On work days he's up at 4:30, and me at 6, so I never see him in the morning. We went to the farmer's market held at the place we had our wedding reception, and then went to the farmer's market in Rochester. We ate tasty muffins, me: spinach artichoke, Doug: oat apple. Talked to a farmer about buying a 1/4 cow for organic meat, and got some fresh produce. Then we headed out on our bikes along a trail. A trail that just so happened to lead to the cider mill. So we had some donuts and laid on our blanket by the river. We came home and started up our new grill I got these Field Roast veggie dogs this vegan blog girl is always talking about, I guess they finally made it to the Midwest (from West coast) because I saw them at meijer finally. $5 for 4 dogs, kinda pricey, but tasty and a healthy option. Then we met up one of Doug's friends at the outdoor mall for free Bocce ball. There was live music and it was just really fun. Then the friends came back over for a late night BBQ. Where we realized our new grill is too small! Perfect for 2, but not for 4 and with lots of sides. It ended up being a 5 course meal with burgers/dogs first, then grilled veggies, then baked potatoes, then grilled corn-on-the-cob and finally grilled peaches with ice cream. Yum. We had a bonfire and sat out talking together, it was fun. Sunday we started 'our new church hunt'. Not really looking forward to that. But Doug's church of 10 years doesn't feel like home to me, and he didn't feel that challenged at mine. Although he did come for a 3 month trial (vs the every other Sunday we had been doing), and he liked it, I think we both feel it's time to find something together. So we had another friend come with us, and then we went out for lunch with her afterward. Hopefully it won't take too long to figure stuff out. Doug's old roommate had a bday party at the park in the afternoon so we headed over. We got a park pass so I hope for lots of bike riding/rollarblading/picnics in the future! And then when the weather got stormy we headed over to a friend of their's house for games. It was fun. Came home and mom and dad had stopped by with this gorgeous bouquet, peonies, my favorite! Then we headed out to dinner with Liz and Mark and used our free taco coupons. Such a fun weekend!